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Here I sit at the keyboard and something within me is stirring up. The still small voice within is saying write. I say write what? I had asked in my prayers Lord why is there so many hurting people. I don't understand. Help me understand Lord. Through the word I had recieved my answer at least part of it. With some I don't know but am trusting God. Through Gods word the Holy Spirit guided me to John chapter 9 verse 3 Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.  God is calling you to Him.  He is knocking.  Choose to let him in and your whole world will change.

God always has a perfect plan for each and everyone of us and Loves us all very much. God will always send Angels in our paths to help us. Seek ye the Kingdom of God first and everything in it and everything else shall be added to you. God's Kingdom is within us all. Jesus Never Fails He is the Victory.

Mark Chapter 11 verse 22-26 Have Faith in God. For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith. Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any; that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses. But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses.

Many Blessings

My Daughter and I are now, currently, staying with some friends.  It is temporary, and I'm not sure exactly where we will be going.  No one wants us in a homeless shelter.  But my gut is telling me, that is exactly where I need to start.  Complete with necessary resources, in order for me to get our lives into the right path.  I want to be on my feet, in less than a year.  I want/must learn it on my own.  I cannot be staying at a friends house, as lovely as the offer is, there are certain things that I will not comprehend or be able to get done, unless I have the proper resources.

 No offense to the people/friends/family who want to help.  The best thing anyone can do, is to get me into a place, where I am familiar with the surrounding areas, and have a bit of a chance to do all of it on my own.  Otherwise, I will only be repeating the same senarios over and over and over again.   NO THANK YOU.  Not their fault, But it's my own funky way that I am, I know how I learn best, and I know that if I follow God, and His plan, I'll not only be on my feet in due time, I will fly.

 So, If you feel like you are on your own, lost, confused.  Take heart, you are not alone.

And I know, that as long as you analyze your past, and learn from it, NOT LET IT OWN YOU, but you must own your life, and then proceed to the path that you really want to take.

God Bless You Always.

Some days are better than others-and I am not alone when I say each day I face new fears and challenges.I constantly have to remind myself that I can't have faith and fear at the same time --choose--Today is pretty good

HELLO WELL JUST TO GET STARTED IM A SINGLE MOM AND I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL I DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY MY BILLS IM REALLY STRESSED OUT I HAD TO QUITE MY JOB MY CAR BROKE AND I COULD NOT DEPENED ON ANYONE TO HELP ME OUT FOR A RIDE EVERY DAY IM A RECOVERING ADDICT I GOING THROUGH A CUSTODY CASE RIGHT NOW MY BABY FATHER MAKES IT SO HARD TO COME TO ANY AGREEMENT , I FELL SHORT AND IM FALLING FAST I DONT WANT O TURN TO THE WRONG WAY ALL OVER AGAIN I TRULY JUST WANT TO GET EDUCATED SO I CAN SHOW MY FOUR CHILD WHILE THEY ARE STILL SMALL THAT SCHOOL IS IMPORTANT , I DONT WANT TO BE AWAY FROM MY CHILDREN BUT I NEED TO DO WHAT I MUST SO I CAN SHOW THEM A BATEER WAY IN LIVE MY EX WAS VERY ABUSEIVE AND I HAD TO WALK AWAY TO SAVE MYSELF FOR MYCHILDREN BUT SINCE I WALKED AWAY AND WOULD NOLONGER TAKE HIM BACK IVE MOVED ON BUT IT HAS BEEN A ROOLER COASTER RIDE FOR ME IM ALWAYS STREESSED OUT ABOUT MY BILLS AND ALL THINGS I NEED TO SUPLLY FOR MY CHILDREN I RECIECE WELFARE BUT I ONLY GET THE MAX I CAN AT THIS TIME , YOU KNOW THE RULES APPLY , AND I DONT RECIEVE CHILD SUPPORT FOR MY CHILDREN ON OF KIDS DAD HES IN JAIL SO THATS A NOGO AND MY SOONS FATHER I HAVE CASE IN THE PROCESS BUT THAT TAKES TIME AND EVEN IF DID RECEIVE CHILD SUPPORT I WOULD NOT GET ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE TO PAY BACK WELFARE , I NEED TO FIND A BETTERWAY THAT I CAN GET MY LIFE ON THE RIGHT TRACK BECAUSE OF RIGHT NOW IM HEADING DOWNHILL AND FAST , I NEED A CAR TO GO WORK AND SCHOOL , I A JOB TO GET A CAR , I AN EDUCATION TO GET A GOOD JOB AND I NEED ALL THAT TO PAY MY BILLS ITS LIKE GOING SPIRIALING DOWN .I HAVE A MILLION MORE PROBLEMS BUT IM ON MY MAIN CONCERN AND THAT IS SCHOOL , JOB , EDUCATION, AND THE BE ABLE TO DO ONE OR THE OTHER I NEED THE FINANCIAL MEANS ,, I  REALLY HAVE DREAMS TO OPEN MY OWN FAMILY HELP CENTER OR COUNSELING  FOR THE NEEDY AND , BECAUSE I REALLY BELIEVE IT IS THE PERFECT ROLL IN MY CAREER DICISION, I LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE AND I ENJOY THE MEDICAL HEALTH FIELD . IN CLOSE  THANKS BE TO GOD AND YOU FOR YOUR TIME CHASTITY , ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE IS THE NAME OF MY BUSINESS I PLAN ON .